This year it holds more.
I have reached that place where you realize suddenly,
“Oh look, I have grown.”
Much like being so intimately acquainted with the daily life of a small child
and then one day you notice the child is, well, much less small.
I am sad that I haven’t taken much time to account for all this change,
but I suppose that is the price for being busy making it!
During the last month I was supported in the equally frivolous and vital act of dreaming in the first of Jen Lemen and Andrea Scher’s beautiful Mondo Beyondo classes– where I might add I was a much more regular blogger. If you are in the community (and you probably are if you are reading this because I believe it is the only place I have actually shared the link to this blog) you can read those 15 posts HERE.
But allow me to admit how much I learned about myself during that time– mostly about just how resistant I was to dreaming. How sad, but how true it was! Well, I am on my way now and wishing more and more and bigger and bigger every day.
Allowing myself to Fall into Fall has happened only as I have thoughtfully and somewhat reverently honored a very full Summer.
Retrospective coming next . . .